and even now. (feat. crux)

[Instrumental/Vocalizing In]
[Verse 1]
I'd die for you incessantly – you know it never meant much to me,
to help you with anything – I was always on your team,
but I felt the vacancy – you'd paint me your enemy, no, no.

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm not mad at you, but I – can't stop,
thoughts of you and I – feels numb.
I'm not feeling like myself – here now,
maybe I should just, tell myself to just,
just..

[Chorus]
I want you to breathe, need to let go –
get away from me, I try to be.
Calm as you please, but I want to know –
if you think of me, even now.

[Verse 2]: CRUX
If it wasn’t for me, would you want me –
I get this feeling that I’m putting in the work.
If you want me, now you’ve gotta show me –
I’m doing too much just to get your worst, that I don’t deserve (uh huh).
If you go, please just know – I’m always watching,
‘cause I wish I was him, I don’t want you to choke.

[Chorus]

[Instrumental Out]

written by; derrick russell jones + william dalton davis.
produced by; nekogod.
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